Psalms 103:5 NKJV
Who satisfies your mouth with good things, So that your youth is renewed like the eagle’s.

Something about the thought of your past being redeemable though His mercy, is comforting. What I think of myself is not how God sees me. There are so many lies that we can hold onto like they are truth. I got revelation about our thoughts. That if you have a thought that makes you feel worst about yourself and that leads to sin, it’s a lie. No truth from God would lead you down that road. Truth is to set free not to put you in more chains. Wouldn’t we all like to go back and change things we have done or was done to us. Facts about circumstance may not be truth according to God. We all have our giants but we don’t take down our giants alone. Also, going through our lions and bears without God too. To have a call on our lives that would be unhindered by nothing. We will be tested and tried, it’s on how we come out of it. To uncover lies and bring out the truth of the strength of God in us. I tell people all the time, the Spirit inside us is the same one that raised Christ from the dead. Why wouldn’t you think He wouldn’t want to do something great in you and through you.
He wants you to have victories. 
He wants you to live holy.
He wants you clean and a renew.
He wants you to be close to Him without blame.
He wants you live in freedom.
He wants all of you. -tsuLife Author


Why are you fearful,  O you of little faith? Matthew 8:26

My trust should be in God alone but it isn’t. Fear over comes me and makes me feel I’m doing something wrong. I hear this scripture all the time, God didn’t give us the Spirit of fear. Or, love cast out all fear. I had someone say to me, trust in your faith. My love for God will surpass all fear I have about my future. 

But who do you say that I am? Matthew 16:15

In the confidence that Jesus is who He says He is. That what He says about your life will come. That He is healer, king, savor, lord, redeemer, bridegroom, and friend… The next couple verse, Jesus called out the purpose in Peter’s life after He got revelation who He was through the Spirit.  When you know, you know. The tugging on your heartstrings that He is everything you’re looking for.
“Why are you troubled? And why do doubts arise in your hearts? Behold My hands and My feet, that it is I Myself. Handle Me and see, for a spirit does not have flesh and bones as you see I have.” Luke 24:38-39 He is more then willing to show us who He is at any cost. Even eat with us, verses 40 through 43. It’s just funny in mind the look on their face with Jesus coming out of no where. Scaring them, then showing them His hands. Right after saying,  “yo, you got something to eat?”

Do you love Me? John 21:15

One of the most power conversation between Jesus and Peter. When I heard this little part on audio I broke down in tears. What God was calling Peter was bigger then his mistake on denying Jesus. Just image Jesus is in front of you and He is having this conversation with you.

Jesus: Simon, son of Jonah, do you love Me more than these?
Peter: Yes, Lord You know that I love You
Jesus: Feed my lambs…
Jesus: Simon, son of Jonah, do you love Me?
Peter: Yes, Lord, You know that I love You.
Jesus: Tend My sheep…
Jesus: Simon, son of Jonah, do you love Me?
Peter: Lord, You know all things, You know that I love You.
Jesus: Feed My sheep…
Jesus: Most assuredly,  I say to you,  when you were younger,  you girded yourself and walked where you wished; but when you are old,  you will stretch out your hands,  and another will gird you and carry you where you do not wish…
Jesus: Follow Me

What is He asking you to lay aside to follow Him?
Is it what you do in life
Is it grieve
Is it regret
Is it pain
Is it control

Rereading this between Peter and Jesus, that Peter’s dad’s name is Jonah. A man that was called to preach repentance to the Ninevites. And he ran cause of fear and God showed up to comfort him after he repented himself in the fish. Prophetic for shadowing, it does matter how far we run from our call out of fear. God, Jesus and the Spirit will go after us to redeem all things back to us what was lost. -tsuLife Author

The Blessing of Returning to God

30 “Now it shall come to pass, when all these things come upon you, the blessing and the curse which I have set before you, and you callthem to mind among all the nations where the Lord your God drives you, 2 and you return to the Lord your God and obey His voice, according to all that I command you today, you and your children, with all your heart and with all your soul, 3 that the Lord your God will bring you back from captivity, and have compassion on you, and gather you again from all the nations where the Lord your God has scattered you. 4 If any of you are driven out to the farthest parts under heaven, from there the Lord your God will gather you, and from there He will bring you. 5 Then the Lord your God will bring you to the land which your fathers possessed, and you shall possess it. He will prosper you and multiply you more than your fathers. 6 And the Lordyour God will circumcise your heart and the heart of your descendants, to love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul, that you may live.7 “Also the Lord your God will put all these curses on your enemies and on those who hate you, who persecuted you. 8 And you will again obey the voice of the Lord and do all His commandments which I command you today. 9 The Lord your God will make you abound in all the work of your hand, in the fruit of your body, in the increase of your livestock, and in the produce of your land for good. For the Lord will again rejoice over you for good as He rejoiced over your fathers, 10 if you obey the voice of the Lord your God, to keep His commandments and His statutes which are written in this Book of the Law, and if you turn to the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul.

The Choice of Life or Death

11 “For this commandment which I command you today is not toomysterious for you, nor is it far off. 12 It is not in heaven, that you should say, ‘Who will ascend into heaven for us and bring it to us, that we may hear it and do it?’ 13 Nor is it beyond the sea, that you should say, ‘Who will go over the sea for us and bring it to us, that we may hear it and do it?’ 14 But the word is very near you, in your mouth and in your heart, that you may do it.15 “See, I have set before you today life and good, death and evil, 16 in that I command you today to love the Lord your God, to walk in His ways, and to keep His commandments, His statutes, and His judgments, that you may live and multiply; and the Lord your God will bless you in the land which you go to possess. 17 But if your heart turns away so that you do not hear, and are drawn away, and worship other gods and serve them, 18 I announce to you today that you shall surely perish; you shall not prolong your days in the land which you cross over the Jordan to go in and possess. 19 I call heaven and earth as witnesses today against you, that I have set before you life and death, blessing and cursing; therefore choose life, that both you and your descendants may live; 20 that you may love the Lord your God, that you may obey His voice, and that you may cling to Him, for He isyour life and the length of your days; and that you may dwell in the land which the Lord swore to your fathers, to Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, to give them.”

Something about hearing God’s voice through the wilderness is such a blessing.  When you are being hit from all sides of life. Today I looked up life and fell upon Deuteronomy 30:15 “See, I have set before you today life and good, death and evil,” then it goes on to the next verse why He wants us to choose life. For blessing and to posses the land. You may not be called to nations but everyone is called to help people. Possession the land may not be in the physical, it can be peoples hearts to bring them back to the kingdom. To soften the harden grounds of people hearts. Words of hope to bring healing to wounded hearts.

I personally grateful for people speaking life back into me. God reminding the promise He made with me, that it will come to pass cause His word does not come back void. We don’t come to Him void either, He who starts a good work will complete the good work in us. -tsuLife Author

Don’t be afraid. Fear not. All over the Bible, God’s presence shows up and people first reaction is fear. It could be out reverence  but I think its more out of, God is here I’m in trouble. For some reason I usually expect the worst. When most of the time He just wants to bless us. I am the worst about this, when God is blessing with ministry, relationships, jobs, and my family being civil with each other. I think it is going to end soon. Somehow God is going to get me through it.

This negative thinking has to go. Because it made me not trust anything. I have been reading The Happy Intercessor by Beni Johnson. She says in one part of the book, things we are contending for we have to call them out in a place of victory. Something about prayer and worship can change the whole atmosphere. Its when you are in His presence that brings forth His unmovable peace. God didn’t give us a spirit of fear. -tsuLife Author

Give ear to my prayer, O God,
And do not hide Yourself from my supplication.
Attend to me, and hear me;
I am restless in my complaint, and moan noisily, 
Because of the voice of the enemy,
Because of the oppression of the wicked;
For they bring down trouble upon me,
And in wrath they hate me.
My heart is severely pained within me,
And the terrors of death have fallen upon me.
Fearfulness and trembling have come upon me,
And horror has overwhelmed me.
So I said, “Oh, that I had wings like a dove!
I would fly away and be at rest.
Indeed, I would wander far off,
And remain in the wilderness. Selah
I would hasten my escape
From the windy storm and tempest.
”Destroy, O Lord, and divide their tongues,
For I have seen violence and strife in the city.
Day and night they go around it on its walls;
Iniquity and trouble are also in the midst of it.
Destruction is in its midst;
Oppression and deceit do not depart from its streets.
For it is not an enemy who reproaches me;
Then I could bear it.
Nor is it one who hates me who has exalted himself against me;
Then I could hide from him.
But it was you, a man my equal,
My companion and my acquaintance.
We took sweet counsel together,
And walked to the house of God in the throng.
Let death seize them;
Let them go down alive into hell,
For wickedness is in their dwellings and among them.
As for me, I will call upon God,
And the Lord shall save me.
Evening and morning and at noon
I will pray, and cry aloud,
And He shall hear my voice.
He has redeemed my soul in peace from the battle that was
against me,
For there were many against me.
God will hear, and afflict them,
Even He who abides from of old. Selah
Because they do not change,
Therefore they do not fear God.
He has put forth his hands against those who were at peace with him;
He has broken his covenant.
The words of his mouth were smoother than butter,
But war was in his heart;
His words were softer than oil,
Yet they were drawn swords.
Cast your burden on the Lord,
And He shall sustain you;
He shall never permit the righteous to be moved.
But You, O God, shall bring them down to the pit of destruction;
Bloodthirsty and deceitful men shall not live out half their days;
But I will trust in You. PSALM 55

Sometimes, we have to watch out with the ones with smooth words. That are trying to bring division into our lives or the church. Cause if anyone gives you 99% truth and 1% lie, is still a lie. It is so important to know the Word so you don’t get fooled. Even the devil came to Jesus in the wilderness and tempted Him with scripture.  ‘He shall give His angels charge over you.’ and, ‘In their hands they shall bear you up, Lest you dash your foot against a stone.’ Matthew 4:6 but in the original scripture he took from psalm 91:11-12, “For He shall give His angels charge over you, TO KEEP YOU IN ALL YOUR WAYS, In their hands they shall hear you up, Lest you dash your foot against a stone.” You know why he would keep that sentence out. Cause that would have prove all authority was Jesus’s. The enemy is trying to convince us the authority that was given to us, is lost. The Word is our sword. “Now He who established us with you in Christ and has anointed us is God, who also has sealed us and given us the Spirit in our heats as a guarantee. ” 1Cor 1:21-22 -tsuLife Author

“In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.” John 1:1

I had an issue that I just couldn’t pray for myself. It was easy to lift other people in prayer. I known it was the way I thought of myself, thinking that I was not worthy of it. I felt dumb asking Him for everything. I just felt like a user. Like He was some kind of genie.

I know now the enemy was using “do everything for everyone and put yourself last” against me. When you have no self worth it’s hard to stand up for yourself or do things for yourself. I even let “doing  things for other people” get in the way with my relationship with God.

My girlfriend gave me great advice.  She said read Psalms out loud as a prayer. So I open the Bible to any Psalms and it was to 61. I wrote the whole thing down as my prayer in my prayer journal. 

I don’t know if it’s was cause I didn’t want to deal with my issues, myself worth or the time that was taking up servicing, that was wearing me thin. But I think all three are in a tie at this point.

I have to take time in the day for myself and God, just to have coffee time with Him. That time together will recharge my died battery.

Readers, have you ever felt that way. And how did you get through it? Be blessed today with your alone time with God. -tsuLife Author