Couple years ago, I was at a over night prayer. When I kept on getting a vision of Jesus on the cross. I remember sitting on the floor in deep prayer. The vision was stronger. The prayer out of my mouth, “how you love me, how you love us. I can never understand what you did for me. Why did you die for us? You did nothing wrong. You were perfect, You had not one sin on Your life. You were perfect in every way.” I began to mourn like I lost a family member, just screaming why. That was the moment when I realize how much the cross meant. How unjustified the cross was, to justify us into life with God. I couldn’t grabs the idea of pull my perfect, sweet, loving and graceful son a cross for other people wrong doing. For Him to pay a price He didn’t desire, just for LOVE. How much more do you need to be showed that God loves you with everything in Him. Love that go through the hearts of man to live for eternity. From Genesis to Revelation all He wanted is to bring people back to His love. To breathe His breath of power and inheritance to His kingdom. He loves you and will prove it anyway He can for you to understand. -tsuLife Author
Peace, I really wish I had more of it. My mind will naturally go to fear, feeling condemned. I want this renew mind to work a little faster. But it doesn’t work that way. For the last months or so, I know God has been breaking off that fear of man. Being put in situation where I have to trust Him 100%. My peace is usually robbed by my thoughts. I never want to make a choose out of fear, instead of love.
Faith, I believe the mountains can be moved for other people but really hard to see it in my own life. Faith is trusting in the unknown. My problem is I want to know everything now, so I don’t mess it up. There is not much faith if you know or don’t trust in God, then it just becomes my own will power to get the next step done.
Hope, something magical about hope. And yes I used magical to talk about hope on Christian blog. Hope is that moment where you are at your loneliest and something in your spirit tells you its going to be ok. One speaker said wherever you feel hopeless in a area of your life, somewhere you believed a lie. I want to know where the lies started even if it’s going to hurt in the process. Cause I can’t live in hopelessness for the rest of my life.
When your peace is taken, when your faith shaken, when your hope is lost the one thing we can stand on God is God and loves us more then anything we can do for Him. -tsuLife Author
PSALM 68 NKJV
For the last few weeks I have been totaling my tips at the end of the day. I would read a psalm to the number I got. Last Friday I got 16 dollars in tips from doing hair. I didn’t read the psalm until today. I forgot about psalm 16:11 was written on a huge piece of rice paper on my wall. That scripture got me through so many hard times in my life. Hours of crying out to God for a broke through of salvation for my family. Also, standing on what I would be doing for the rest of my life. That one thing when I was in His presence, that He would show me more and more what He going to use me for. All the things I walked away from cause I thinking I was not good enough. In the last week, feel like God is saying, “all the things you let go. I didn’t.” -tsuLife Author
Preserve me, O God, for in You I put my trust. O my soul, you have said to the Lord,“You are my Lord, My goodness is nothing apart from You.”As for the saints who are on the earth,“They are the excellent ones, in whom is all my delight.”Their sorrows shall be multiplied who hasten after anothergod; Their drink offerings of blood I will not offer, Nor take up their names on my lips. O Lord, You are the portion of my inheritance and my cup; You maintain my lot. The lines have fallen to me in pleasant places; Yes, I have a good inheritance. I will bless the Lord who has given me counsel; My heart also instructs me in the night seasons. I have set the Lord always before me; Because He is at my right hand I shall not be moved. Therefore my heart is glad, and my glory rejoices; My flesh also will rest in hope. For You will not leave my soul in Sheol, Nor will You allow Your Holy One to see corruption. You will show me the path of life;In Your presence is fullness of joy; At Your right hand are pleasures forevermore. PSALM 16
I want to be abandoned in His love. I want to see Him face to face. Like friends, for Mose was a murder and saw God face to face, what is the excuse then. Our flaws don’t disqualify us, we disqualify ourselves. Thinking our sin is bigger then God. When we walk closer to God, He works on us. He makes us holy and righteous in His sight. We can’t make ourselves holy but He can. Just to get the revelation that our sin is already paid for. Past, present and future is already paid for. So don’t have to be a victim to it. I live to show God’s grace and love to ones that has no hope. To live above themselves and have a living breathing relationship with God. He is more willing then we think its capable of it happening. How to walk out someones will if you don’t know what they are saying about it. Walk out in faith. -tsuLife Author
For people that have wounds. I have seen them self destruct over & over. Wounds that make them feel like victims. If you stand from a place of victory, just to have a understanding that our past doesn’t defile us or our future. When our actions become a place of pain, they are usually self center. That we desire these & that cause the world owe me something cause this happen.
My thoughts go back to Christ when my heart wonders into self pity. Jesus also didn’t desire to die for something He didn’t do. That was our sins on the cross, not His. But He did it out of love & He was able to see the big picture. Moving past temporary pain for eternal Glory. We have to move past our pain, going through grace to the end at His glory. He is waiting for us to get up, like He did at His resurrection. Move forward, don’t look back. Let the Lord handle your past. -tsuLife Author
To know your purpose and calling for life brings peace. Understanding why you were made. People think God is mad at us. He loves us through the grace from Jesus. God loves us. If He didn’t He wouldn’t have made us. You don’t have to act perfect for God to love you. It doesn’t matter what we do or don’t do makes us more saved then others. Either changes His sacrifice on the cross. He did for ALL of mankind, people that don’t even know Him. Grace is a gift and is not earned. When you have a God encounter or hear His voice, you don’t have to guess in life. When you get your value from Christ alone, you wouldn’t be moved by storms going around you.
Your growth, your love, your hope, your faith should come from Jesus. Not by money, success, fame or anything we can do makes us more holier. Jesus did it all. If you are wondering why your life is the way it is. Maybe your character can’t hold you were He needs you to go. You have to go to God for healing, not people. You’ll just make people your god. -tsuLife Author
Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gain access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know the suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us. You see, at just the right time, when we were still powerless, Christ died for the ungodly. Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous man, through for a good man some might possibly dare to die. But God demonstrates his own love for us in this; While we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Since we have now justified by his blood, how much more shall we be saved from God’s wrath though him! For if, when we were God’s enemies, we were reconciled to him through the death of his Son. home much more, having been reconciled, shall we be saved through his life! Not only is this so, but we also rejoice in God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have now received reconciliation. Romans 5:1-11
from His heart to my ears, “Love, like you trust. Listen, like you love. Act, like you care.”
As a Christian I owe people a God encounter. I don’t ask anyone to be perfect, I’m not Jesus or God. Like the moon to the sun. The moon is a reflection of sun but it can never be the sun. I am the reflection of the Father but I can never be the Father. Are job to reflected sun light onto the earth. The moon will never shine through the darkness onto the earth unless the sun is hitting it with light. I have to see the father, to show the father. It’s hard to reflect something you can’t see. Look up!!!
I want to die empty, giving the world everything God has blessed me with. Nothing is to keep, just to give back…