I want to be abandoned in His love. I want to see Him face to face. Like friends, for Mose was a murder and saw God face to face, what is the excuse then. Our flaws don’t disqualify us, we disqualify ourselves. Thinking our sin is bigger then God. When we walk closer to God, He works on us. He makes us holy and righteous in His sight. We can’t make ourselves holy but He can. Just to get the revelation that our sin is already paid for. Past, present and future is already paid for. So don’t have to be a victim to it. I live to show God’s grace and love to ones that has no hope. To live above themselves and have a living breathing relationship with God. He is more willing then we think its capable of it happening. How to walk out someones will if you don’t know what they are saying about it. Walk out in faith. -tsuLife Author
I was in intercessor prayer for a conference, over 4 weeks ago. When the pastor asked me if I was going to stay after the prayer. I felt it was important to stay. I had a interview that I cancel, so I could stay. I was talking with the pastor and everyone else in the group. They were talking about Bill Johnson being in Harrisburg. I thought to myself “I would love to go” and just dropped it. At that moment I joined there intercession team. The journey starts in supernatural favor.
On Sept 24th at church during worship, I was in the front. When a guy starts prophesying over me, “women ministry, deeper hunger….” Then a women says to me, “Nik, you are ready.” At the end of the service another women came up to me as I was sitting on the ground. “Are you going to Harrisburg? Cause God wants me to give you my ticket. You just have to find a ride and a hotel.” I just start crying and shaking cause God remembered I wanted to go. I was hanging around at the end while they were cleaning up. I asked the pastor if she was going and how many people were going, too. I told her what happen during worship. Then she turned to her husband and asked him, “Can Nik come with us and stay in our room. We have the couch.” I looked at her with my eyes wide open in shock on what I was hearing. He said, “Yes”, she turns back to me and says “We are leaving at 6:30pm on Thursday. Meet us at our house.” So I took off of work on Friday and I was off to Harrisburg two days later.
God can move in a moment… to be continue -tsuLife Author
Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit to sustain me. Psalms 51:12
The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise. Psalms 51:17
Isaiah 35 Joy of the Redeemed
“The wilderness and the wasteland shall be glad for them,
And the desert shall rejoice and blossom as the rose;
It shall blossom abundantly and rejoice,
Even with joy and singing.
The glory of Lebanon shall be given to it,
The excellence of Carmel and Sharon.
They shall see the glory of the LORD,
The excellency of our God.
Strengthen the weak hands,
And make firm the feeble knees.
Say to those who are fearful-hearted,
“Be strong, do not fear!
Behold, your God will come with vengeance,
With the recompense of God;
He will come and save you.”
Then the eyes of the blind shall be opened,
And the ears of the deaf shall be unstopped.
Then the lame shall leap like a deer,
And the tongue of the dumb sing.
For waters shall burst forth in the wilderness,
And streams in the desert.
The parched ground shall become a pool,
And the thirsty land springs of water;
In the habitation of jackals, where each lay,
There shall be grass with reeds and rushes.
A highway shall be there, and a road,
And it shall be called the Highway of Holiness.
The unclean shall not pass over it,
But it shall be for others.
Whoever walks the road, although a fool,
Shall not go astray.
No lion shall be there,
Nor shall any ravenous beast go up on it;
It shall not be found there.
But the redeemed shall walk there,
And the ransomed of the LORD shall return,
And come to Zion with singing,
With everlasting joy on their heads.
They shall obtain joy and gladness,
And sorrow and sighing shall flee away.
To have freedom in Christ to be yourself. He doesn’t ask you to stop being who you are, just sin. There are more to God then people know. When you become into a convent relationship with the living God. He shows himself as a Father, a Husband and a Love. You have to be willing to go into the deep places with Him. He will move into all areas of your life. Things will be lost and gain, but remember whatever is lost in His name sake. Will be giving back double folded in this lifetime. When you’re in Him, He has full control. He becomes responsible of your life. He will never put you through something you can’t handle. Let joy of the Lord be in all areas of your life. -tsuLife Author
In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. Roman 8:26
I urge, then, first of all, that requests, prayers, intercession and thanksgiving be made for everyone. 1 Timothy 2:1
As Christ was the intercession for our transgression. (Isaiah 53:12) As we are the intercessor for the people that do and don’t know God. To bring there troubles to the throne room of Heaven.
Daniel the prophet was the intercessor for king Nebuchadnezzar. Daniel stood in the gap between God’s judgement for Nebuchadnezzar. Daniel wanted mercy for his king, saying “I wish this word was for your enemies.” Even tho the king was evil, taking Daniel from his land and after his parents being killed. To have strength to still have mercy for him. Nebuchadnezzar didn’t turned from his way and all the things Daniel said come to past. In the end Nebuchadnezzar did repent and glorified the God of Daniel.
How many times have we been in the gap for people that you know that desire judgement for their sins, but to ask God for mercy for their transgression. (Matthew 5:11 NKJV)
I have one friend that God has me interceding for. Even giving them a prophetic word but still will not receive it. I try not to get upset when this happen. I had another friend said to me, “they are not rejecting you but the Christ in you.” I’m still standing in the gap for this person, even tho this person has hurt me. I pray as Daniel did, that they can come to a full repentance so they can glorify God with there whole life. All authority was giving to Christ and then He gave it to us. (Matthew 28:18-20) -tsuLife Author
For people that have wounds. I have seen them self destruct over & over. Wounds that make them feel like victims. If you stand from a place of victory, just to have a understanding that our past doesn’t defile us or our future. When our actions become a place of pain, they are usually self center. That we desire these & that cause the world owe me something cause this happen.
My thoughts go back to Christ when my heart wonders into self pity. Jesus also didn’t desire to die for something He didn’t do. That was our sins on the cross, not His. But He did it out of love & He was able to see the big picture. Moving past temporary pain for eternal Glory. We have to move past our pain, going through grace to the end at His glory. He is waiting for us to get up, like He did at His resurrection. Move forward, don’t look back. Let the Lord handle your past. -tsuLife Author
To know your purpose and calling for life brings peace. Understanding why you were made. People think God is mad at us. He loves us through the grace from Jesus. God loves us. If He didn’t He wouldn’t have made us. You don’t have to act perfect for God to love you. It doesn’t matter what we do or don’t do makes us more saved then others. Either changes His sacrifice on the cross. He did for ALL of mankind, people that don’t even know Him. Grace is a gift and is not earned. When you have a God encounter or hear His voice, you don’t have to guess in life. When you get your value from Christ alone, you wouldn’t be moved by storms going around you.
Your growth, your love, your hope, your faith should come from Jesus. Not by money, success, fame or anything we can do makes us more holier. Jesus did it all. If you are wondering why your life is the way it is. Maybe your character can’t hold you were He needs you to go. You have to go to God for healing, not people. You’ll just make people your god. -tsuLife Author
Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gain access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know the suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us. You see, at just the right time, when we were still powerless, Christ died for the ungodly. Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous man, through for a good man some might possibly dare to die. But God demonstrates his own love for us in this; While we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Since we have now justified by his blood, how much more shall we be saved from God’s wrath though him! For if, when we were God’s enemies, we were reconciled to him through the death of his Son. home much more, having been reconciled, shall we be saved through his life! Not only is this so, but we also rejoice in God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have now received reconciliation. Romans 5:1-11
from His heart to my ears, “Love, like you trust. Listen, like you love. Act, like you care.”
As a Christian I owe people a God encounter. I don’t ask anyone to be perfect, I’m not Jesus or God. Like the moon to the sun. The moon is a reflection of sun but it can never be the sun. I am the reflection of the Father but I can never be the Father. Are job to reflected sun light onto the earth. The moon will never shine through the darkness onto the earth unless the sun is hitting it with light. I have to see the father, to show the father. It’s hard to reflect something you can’t see. Look up!!!
I want to die empty, giving the world everything God has blessed me with. Nothing is to keep, just to give back…